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’But  why  not?  I  see  other  men  carried  in  litter-chairs,
       who have been wounded in the war. Besides, we’d motor
       all the way.’
         ’We should need to take two men.’
         ’Oh no! We’d manage with Field. There would always be
       another man there.’
          But Clifford shook his head.
         ’Not this year, dear! Not this year! Next year probably
       I’ll try.’
          She went away gloomily. Next year! What would next
       year bring? She herself did not really want to go to Venice:
       not now, now there was the other man. But she was going as
       a sort of discipline: and also because, if she had a child, Clif-
       ford could think she had a lover in Venice.
          It was already May, and in June they were supposed to
       start.  Always  these  arrangements!  Always  one’s  life  ar-
       ranged for one! Wheels that worked one and drove one, and
       over which one had no real control!
          It was May, but cold and wet again. A cold wet May, good
       for corn and hay! Much the corn and hay matter nowadays!
       Connie had to go into Uthwaite, which was their little town,
       where the Chatterleys were still THEChatterleys. She went
       alone, Field driving her.
          In spite of May and a new greenness, the country was
       dismal. It was rather chilly, and there was smoke on the
       rain, and a certain sense of exhaust vapour in the air. One
       just had to live from one’s resistance. No wonder these peo-
       ple were ugly and tough.
         The car ploughed uphill through the long squalid straggle

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