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Chapter 15






          here was a letter from Hilda on the breakfast-tray. ‘Fa-
       Tther is going to London this week, and I shall call for you
       on Thursday week, June 17th. You must be ready so that we
       can go at once. I don’t want to waste time at Wragby, it’s an
       awful place. I shall probably stay the night at Retford with
       the  Colemans,  so  I  should  be  with  you  for  lunch,  Thurs-
       day. Then we could start at teatime, and sleep perhaps in
       Grantham. It is no use our spending an evening with Clif-
       ford. If he hates your going, it would be no pleasure to him.’
          So!  She  was  being  pushed  round  on  the  chess-board
       again.
          Clifford  hated  her  going,  but  it  was  only  because  he
       didn’t feel SAFE in her absence. Her presence, for some rea-
       son, made him feel safe, and free to do the things he was
       occupied with. He was a great deal at the pits, and wrestling
       in spirit with the almost hopeless problems of getting out
       his coal in the most economical fashion and then selling
       it when he’d got it out. He knew he ought to find some way
       of USING it, or converting it, so that he needn’t sell it, or
       needn’t have the chagrin of failing to sell it. But if he made
       electric power, could he sell that or use it? And to convert
       into oil was as yet too costly and too elaborate. To keep in-
       dustry alive there must be more industry, like a madness.
          It was a madness, and it required a madman to succeed

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