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display!
              Michaelis had seized upon Clifford as the central figure
           for  a  play;  already  he  had  sketched  in  the  plot,  and  writ-
           ten the first act. For Michaelis was even better than Clifford
            at making a display of nothingness. It was the last bit of
           passion  left  in  these  men:  the  passion  for  making  a  dis-
           play. Sexually they were passionless, even dead. And now it
           was not money that Michaelis was after. Clifford had never
            been primarily out for money, though he made it where he
            could, for money is the seal and stamp of success. And suc-
            cess was what they wanted. They wanted, both of them, to
           make a real display...a man’s own very display of himself
           that should capture for a time the vast populace.
              It was strange...the prostitution to the bitch-goddess. To
           Connie, since she was really outside of it, and since she had
            grown numb to the thrill of it, it was again nothingness.
           Even the prostitution to the bitch-goddess was nothingness,
           though the men prostituted themselves innumerable times.
           Nothingness even that.
              Michaelis wrote to Clifford about the play. Of course she
            knew about it long ago. And Clifford was again thrilled. He
           was going to be displayed again this time, somebody was
            going to display him, and to advantage. He invited Michae-
            lis down to Wragby with Act I.
              Michaelis came: in summer, in a pale-coloured suit and
           white suede gloves, with mauve orchids for Connie, very
            lovely,  and  Act  I  was  a  great  success.  Even  Connie  was
           thrilled...thrilled to what bit of marrow she had left. And
           Michaelis, thrilled by his power to thrill, was really won-

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