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of cards. Her whole sexual feeling for him, or for any man,
            collapsed  that  night.  Her  life  fell  apart  from  his  as  com-
           pletely as if he had never existed.
              And she went through the days drearily. There was noth-
           ing now but this empty treadmill of what Clifford called
           the integrated life, the long living together of two people,
           who are in the habit of being in the same house with one
            another.
              Nothingness!  To  accept  the  great  nothingness  of  life
            seemed to be the one end of living. All the many busy and
           important little things that make up the grand sum-total of
           nothingness!


























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