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hands all round, to everybody’s discomfort, and took her
         departure,  preceded  by  William.  In  five  minutes  he  was
         downstairs  again.  His  heart  was  rather  sore;  he  did  not
         know why. He talked very little till everybody had gone to
         bed, but himself and his mother. Then he stood with his legs
         apart, in his old attitude on the hearthrug, and said hesitat-
         ingly:
            ‘Well, mother?’
            ‘Well, my son?’
            She sat in the rocking-chair, feeling somehow hurt and
         humiliated, for his sake.
            ‘Do you like her?’
            ‘Yes,’ came the slow answer.
            ‘She’s shy yet, mother. She’s not used to it. It’s different
         from her aunt’s house, you know.’
            ‘Of course it is, my boy; and she must find it difficult.’
            ‘She does.’ Then he frowned swiftly. ‘If only she wouldn’t
         put on her BLESSED airs!’
            ‘It’s  only  her  first  awkwardness,  my  boy.  She’ll  be  all
         right.’
            ‘That’s it, mother,’ he replied gratefully. But his brow was
         gloomy. ‘You know, she’s not like you, mother. She’s not se-
         rious, and she can’t think.’
            ‘She’s young, my boy.’
            ‘Yes;  and  she’s  had  no  sort  of  show.  Her  mother  died
         when she was a child. Since then she’s lived with her aunt,
         whom she can’t bear. And her father was a rake. She’s had
         no love.’
            ‘No! Well, you must make up to her.’

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