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comforted the girl. Yet it was true, what he had said. He
         hated her.
            When they were going away, Mrs. Morel accompanied
         them as far as Nottingham. It was a long way to Keston sta-
         tion.
            ‘You know, mother,’ he said to her, ‘Gyp’s shallow. Noth-
         ing goes deep with her.’
            ‘William, I WISH you wouldn’t say these things,’ said
         Mrs. Morel, very uncomfortable for the girl who walked be-
         side her.
            ‘But it doesn’t, mother. She’s very much in love with me
         now, but if I died she’d have forgotten me in three months.’
            Mrs. Morel was afraid. Her heart beat furiously, hearing
         the quiet bitterness of her son’s last speech.
            ‘How do you know?’ she replied. ‘You DON’T know, and
         therefore you’ve no right to say such a thing.’
            ‘He’s always saying these things!’ cried the girl.
            ‘In  three  months  after  I  was  buried  you’d  have  some-
         body else, and I should be forgotten,’ he said. ‘And that’s
         your love!’
            Mrs. Morel saw them into the train in Nottingham, then
         she returned home.
            ‘There’s one comfort,’ she said to Paul—‘he’ll never have
         any money to marry on, that I AM sure of. And so she’ll
         save him that way.’
            So she took cheer. Matters were not yet very desperate.
         She firmly believed William would never marry his Gipsy.
         She waited, and she kept Paul near to her.
            All summer long William’s letters had a feverish tone; he

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