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‘Yes.’
            ‘When wor’t?’
            ‘Last night. We had a telegram from my mother.’
            Morel walked on a few strides, then leaned up against a
         truck-side, his hand over his eyes. He was not crying. Paul
         stood looking round, waiting. On the weighing machine a
         truck trundled slowly. Paul saw everything, except his fa-
         ther leaning against the truck as if he were tired.
            Morel had only once before been to London. He set off,
         scared and peaked, to help his wife. That was on Tuesday.
         The children were left alone in the house. Paul went to work,
         Arthur went to school, and Annie had in a friend to be with
         her.
            On Saturday night, as Paul was turning the corner, com-
         ing home from Keston, he saw his mother and father, who
         had come to Sethley Bridge Station. They were walking in
         silence in the dark, tired, straggling apart. The boy waited.
            ‘Mother!’ he said, in the darkness.
            Mrs.  Morel’s  small  figure  seemed  not  to  observe.  He
         spoke again.
            ‘Paul!’ she said, uninterestedly.
            She let him kiss her, but she seemed unaware of him.
            In the house she was the same—small, white, and mute.
         She noticed nothing, she said nothing, only:
            ‘The  coffin  will  be  here  to-night,  Walter.  You’d  better
         see about some help.’ Then, turning to the children: ‘We’re
         bringing him home.’
            Then she relapsed into the same mute looking into space,
         her  hands  folded  on  her  lap.  Paul,  looking  at  her,  felt  he

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