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It was queer to see Miriam singing coon songs. She had
         a straight chin that went in a perpendicular line from the
         lower lip to the turn. She always reminded Paul of some sad
         Botticelli angel when she sang, even when it was:
            ‘Come         down          lover’s       lane
         For a walk with me, talk with me.’
            Only when he sketched, or at evening when the others
         were at the ‘Coons’, she had him to herself. He talked to her
         endlessly about his love of horizontals: how they, the great
         levels of sky and land in Lincolnshire, meant to him the
         eternality of the will, just as the bowed Norman arches of
         the church, repeating themselves, meant the dogged leaping
         forward of the persistent human soul, on and on, nobody
         knows where; in contradiction to the perpendicular lines
         and to the Gothic arch, which, he said, leapt up at heaven
         and touched the ecstasy and lost itself in the divine. Him-
         self, he said, was Norman, Miriam was Gothic. She bowed
         in consent even to that.
            One  evening  he  and  she  went  up  the  great  sweeping
         shore  of  sand  towards  Theddlethorpe.  The  long  breakers
         plunged and ran in a hiss of foam along the coast. It was
         a warm evening. There was not a figure but themselves on
         the far reaches of sand, no noise but the sound of the sea.
         Paul loved to see it clanging at the land. He loved to feel
         himself between the noise of it and the silence of the sandy
         shore. Miriam was with him. Everything grew very intense.
         It was quite dark when they turned again. The way home
         was through a gap in the sandhills, and then along a raised
         grass road between two dykes. The country was black and
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