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through the dead thistles and the tussocky grass, her arms
         hanging loose. Rather than walking, her handsome body
         seemed to be blundering up the hill. A hot wave went over
         Paul. He was curious about her. Perhaps life had been cruel
         to her. He forgot Miriam, who was walking beside him talk-
         ing to him. She glanced at him, finding he did not answer
         her. His eyes were fixed ahead on Clara.
            ‘Do you still think she is disagreeable?’ she asked.
            He did not notice that the question was sudden. It ran
         with his thoughts.
            ‘Something’s the matter with her,’ he said.
            ‘Yes,’ answered Miriam.
            They found at the top of the hill a hidden wild field, two
         sides of which were backed by the wood, the other sides by
         high loose hedges of hawthorn and elder bushes. Between
         these overgrown bushes were gaps that the cattle might have
         walked through had there been any cattle now. There the
         turf was smooth as velveteen, padded and holed by the rab-
         bits. The field itself was coarse, and crowded with tall, big
         cowslips that had never been cut. Clusters of strong flowers
         rose everywhere above the coarse tussocks of bent. It was
         like a roadstead crowded with tan, fairy shipping.
            ‘Ah!’  cried  Miriam,  and  she  looked  at  Paul,  her  dark
         eyes  dilating.  He  smiled.  Together  they  enjoyed  the  field
         of flowers. Clara, a little way off, was looking at the cow-
         slips disconsolately. Paul and Miriam stayed close together,
         talking in subdued tones. He kneeled on one knee, quickly
         gathering the best blossoms, moving from tuft to tuft rest-
         lessly, talking softly all the time. Miriam plucked the flowers
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