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side the clothes. She passed her hand down his back to feel
         him. He was alive and hers. The other was dead.
            He went out to dinner several times in his evening suit
         that had been William’s. Each time his mother’s heart was
         firm with pride and joy. He was started now. The studs she
         and the children had bought for William were in his shirt-
         front; he wore one of William’s dress shirts. But he had an
         elegant figure. His face was rough, but warm-looking and
         rather pleasing. He did not look particularly a gentleman,
         but she thought he looked quite a man.
            He told her everything that took place, everything that
         was said. It was as if she had been there. And he was dy-
         ing to introduce her to these new friends who had dinner at
         seven-thirty in the evening.
            ‘Go  along  with  you!’  she  said.  ‘What  do  they  want  to
         know me for?’
            ‘They do!’ he cried indignantly. ‘If they want to know
         me—and they say they do—then they want to know you,
         because you are quite as clever as I am. ‘
            ‘Go along with you, child! ‘ she laughed.
            But she began to spare her hands. They, too, were work-
         gnarled now. The skin was shiny with so much hot water,
         the knuckles rather swollen. But she began to be careful to
         keep them out of soda. She regretted what they had been—
         so  small  and  exquisite.  And  when  Annie  insisted  on  her
         having more stylish blouses to suit her age, she submitted.
         She even went so far as to allow a black velvet bow to be
         placed on her hair. Then she sniffed in her sarcastic man-
         ner, and was sure she looked a sight. But she looked a lady,

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