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‘Shall we sit up?’ said Paul.
            ‘I s’ll lie with her as I always do,’ said Annie. ‘She might
         wake up.’
            ‘All right. And call me if you see any difference.’
            ‘Yes.’
            They lingered before the bedroom fire, feeling the night
         big and black and snowy outside, their two selves alone in
         the world. At last he went into the next room and went to
         bed.
            He slept almost immediately, but kept waking every now
         and again. Then he went sound asleep. He started awake
         at Annie’s whispered, ‘Paul, Paul!’ He saw his sister in her
         white nightdress, with her long plait of hair down her back,
         standing in the darkness.
            ‘Yes?’ he whispered, sitting up.
            ‘Come and look at her.’
            He slipped out of bed. A bud of gas was burning in the
         sick chamber. His mother lay with her cheek on her hand,
         curled up as she had gone to sleep. But her mouth had fall-
         en open, and she breathed with great, hoarse breaths, like
         snoring, and there were long intervals between.
            ‘She’s going!’ he whispered.
            ‘Yes,’ said Annie.
            ‘How long has she been like it?’
            ‘I only just woke up.’
            Annie  huddled  into  the  dressing-gown,  Paul  wrapped
         himself in a brown blanket. It was three o’clock. He mended
         the fire. Then the two sat waiting. The great, snoring breath
         was  taken—held  awhile—then  given  back.  There  was  a

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