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‘Shall we sit up?’ said Paul.
‘I s’ll lie with her as I always do,’ said Annie. ‘She might
wake up.’
‘All right. And call me if you see any difference.’
‘Yes.’
They lingered before the bedroom fire, feeling the night
big and black and snowy outside, their two selves alone in
the world. At last he went into the next room and went to
bed.
He slept almost immediately, but kept waking every now
and again. Then he went sound asleep. He started awake
at Annie’s whispered, ‘Paul, Paul!’ He saw his sister in her
white nightdress, with her long plait of hair down her back,
standing in the darkness.
‘Yes?’ he whispered, sitting up.
‘Come and look at her.’
He slipped out of bed. A bud of gas was burning in the
sick chamber. His mother lay with her cheek on her hand,
curled up as she had gone to sleep. But her mouth had fall-
en open, and she breathed with great, hoarse breaths, like
snoring, and there were long intervals between.
‘She’s going!’ he whispered.
‘Yes,’ said Annie.
‘How long has she been like it?’
‘I only just woke up.’
Annie huddled into the dressing-gown, Paul wrapped
himself in a brown blanket. It was three o’clock. He mended
the fire. Then the two sat waiting. The great, snoring breath
was taken—held awhile—then given back. There was a
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