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He hiccoughed. ‘Let’s—let’s look at it,’ he said, hiccough-
         ing again.
            ‘Go away!’ she cried.
            ‘Lemme—lemme look at it, lass.’
            She smelled him of drink, felt the unequal pull of his
         swaying grasp on the back of her rocking-chair.
            ‘Go away,’ she said, and weakly she pushed him off.
            He stood, uncertain in balance, gazing upon her. Sum-
         moning all her strength she rose, the baby on one arm. By a
         cruel effort of will, moving as if in sleep, she went across to
         the scullery, where she bathed her eye for a minute in cold
         water; but she was too dizzy. Afraid lest she should swoon,
         she returned to her rocking-chair, trembling in every fibre.
         By instinct, she kept the baby clasped.
            Morel, bothered, had succeeded in pushing the drawer
         back into its cavity, and was on his knees, groping, with
         numb paws, for the scattered spoons.
            Her brow was still bleeding. Presently Morel got up and
         came craning his neck towards her.
            ‘What  has  it  done  to  thee,  lass?’  he  asked,  in  a  very
         wretched, humble tone.
            ‘You can see what it’s done,’ she answered.
            He  stood,  bending  forward,  supported  on  his  hands,
         which grasped his legs just above the knee. He peered to
         look at the wound. She drew away from the thrust of his
         face  with  its  great  moustache,  averting  her  own  face  as
         much as possible. As he looked at her, who was cold and
         impassive as stone, with mouth shut tight, he sickened with
         feebleness and hopelessness of spirit. He was turning drea-

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