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‘And now,’ he said, ‘you’ll see me again when you do.’
            ‘It’ll  be  before  I  want  to,’  she  replied;  and  at  that  he
         marched out of the house with his bundle. She sat trem-
         bling slightly, but her heart brimming with contempt. What
         would she do if he went to some other pit, obtained work,
         and  got  in  with  another  woman?  But  she  knew  him  too
         well—he couldn’t. She was dead sure of him. Nevertheless
         her heart was gnawed inside her.
            ‘Where’s my dad?’ said William, coming in from school.
            ‘He says he’s run away,’ replied the mother.
            ‘Where to?’
            ‘Eh, I don’t know. He’s taken a bundle in the blue hand-
         kerchief, and says he’s not coming back.’
            ‘What shall we do?’ cried the boy.
            ‘Eh, never trouble, he won’t go far.’
            ‘But if he doesn’t come back,’ wailed Annie.
            And she and William retired to the sofa and wept. Mrs.
         Morel sat and laughed.
            ‘You pair of gabeys!’ she exclaimed. ‘You’ll see him be-
         fore the night’s out.’
            But the children were not to be consoled. Twilight came
         on. Mrs. Morel grew anxious from very weariness. One part
         of her said it would be a relief to see the last of him; another
         part fretted because of keeping the children; and inside her,
         as yet, she could not quite let him go. At the bottom, she
         knew very well he could NOT go.
            When she went down to the coal-place at the end of the
         garden, however, she felt something behind the door. So she
         looked. And there in the dark lay the big blue bundle. She

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