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was still a friend to Mrs. Morel. Arthur, a spoilt and very
         good-looking boy, was at the Board school, but there was
         talk of his trying to get a scholarship for the High School in
         Nottingham.
            William remained a year at his new post in Nottingham.
         He  was  studying  hard,  and  growing  serious.  Something
         seemed to be fretting him. Still he went out to the dances
         and the river parties. He did not drink. The children were
         all rabid teetotallers. He came home very late at night, and
         sat yet longer studying. His mother implored him to take
         more care, to do one thing or another.
            ‘Dance, if you want to dance, my son; but don’t think you
         can work in the office, and then amuse yourself, and THEN
         study on top of all. You can’t; the human frame won’t stand
         it. Do one thing or the other—amuse yourself or learn Lat-
         in; but don’t try to do both.’
            Then he got a place in London, at a hundred and twenty
         a year. This seemed a fabulous sum. His mother doubted al-
         most whether to rejoice or to grieve.
            ‘They want me in Lime Street on Monday week, mother,’
         he cried, his eyes blazing as he read the letter. Mrs. Morel
         felt everything go silent inside her. He read the letter: ‘And
         will you reply by Thursday whether you accept. Yours faith-
         fully—-’ They want me, mother, at a hundred and twenty a
         year, and don’t even ask to see me. Didn’t I tell you I could
         do it! Think of me in London! And I can give you twenty
         pounds a year, mater. We s’ll all be rolling in money.’
            ‘We shall, my son,’ she answered sadly.
            It never occurred to him that she might be more hurt at

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