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Fyodorovitch!’ he called after him again.
              ‘What do you want?’ Ivan turned without stopping.
              ‘Good-bye!’
              ‘Till to-morrow!’ Ivan cried again, and he walked out of
           the cottage.
              The snowstorm was still raging. He walked the first few
            steps boldly, but suddenly began staggering. ‘It’s something
           physical,’ he thought with a grin. Something like joy was
            springing up in his heart. He was conscious of unbounded
           resolution; he would make an end of the wavering that had
            so tortured him of late. His determination was taken, ‘and
           now it will not be changed,’ he thought with relief. At that
           moment  he  stumbled  against  something  and  almost  fell
            down. Stopping short, he made out at his feet the peasant
           he had knocked down, still lying senseless and motionless.
           The snow had almost covered his face. Ivan seized him and
            lifted him in his arms. Seeing a light in the little house to
           the right he went up, knocked at the shutters, and asked
           the man to whom the house belonged to help him carry the
           peasant to the police station, promising him three roubles.
           The man got ready and came out. I won’t describe in detail
           how Ivan succeeded in his object, bringing the peasant to
           the police-station and arranging for a doctor to see him at
            once, providing with a liberal hand for the expenses. I will
            only say that this business took a whole hour, but Ivan was
           well content with it. His mind wandered and worked inces-
            santly.
              ‘If I had not taken my decision so firmly for to-morrow,’
           he reflected with satisfaction, ‘I should not have stayed a

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