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however small a degree, in saving him, by creating a strong
           impression  in  his  favour.  And,  indeed,  the  figure  of  the
           young officer who, with a respectful bow to the innocent
            girl, handed her his last four thousand roubles — all he had
           in the world — was thrown into a very sympathetic and at-
           tractive light, but... I had a painful misgiving at heart! I felt
           that calumny might come of it later (and it did, in fact, it
            did). It was repeated all over the town afterwards with spite-
           ful laughter that was perhaps not quite complete — that is,
           in the statement that the officer had let the young lady de-
           part ‘with nothing but a respectful bow.’ It was hinted that
            something was here omitted.
              ‘And even if nothing had been omitted, if this were the
           whole story,’ the most highly respected of our ladies main-
           tained, ‘even then it’s very doubtful whether it was creditable
           for a young girl to behave in that way, even for the sake of
            saving her father.’
              And can Katerina Ivanovna, with her intelligence, her
           morbid  sensitiveness,  have  failed  to  understand  that  peo-
           ple would talk like that? She must have understood it, yet
            she  made  up  her  mind  to  tell  everything.  Of  course,  all
           these nasty little suspicions as to the truth of her story only
            arose afterwards and at the first moment all were deeply
           impressed by it. As for the judges and the lawyers, they lis-
           tened in reverent, almost shamefaced silence to Katerina
           Ivanovna. The prosecutor did not venture upon even one
            question on the subject. Fetyukovitch made a low bow to
           her. Oh, he was almost triumphant! Much ground had been
            gained. For a man to give his last four thousand on a gener-

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