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you how the real Dmitri Karamazov would have behaved in
            such circumstances, if he really had brought himself to put
            away the money.
              ‘At the first temptation — for instance, to entertain the
           woman  with  whom  he  had  already  squandered  half  the
           money — he would have unpicked his little bag and have
           taken out some hundred roubles, for why should he have
           taken back precisely half the money, that is, fifteen hundred
           roubles? Why not fourteen hundred? He could just as well
           have said then that he was not a thief, because he brought
            back  fourteen  hundred  roubles.  Then  another  time  he
           would have unpicked it again and taken out another hun-
            dred, and then a third, and then a fourth, and before the
            end of the month he would have taken the last note but one,
           feeling that if he took back only a hundred it would answer
           the purpose, for a thief would have stolen it all. And then he
           would have looked at this last note, and have said to himself,
           ‘It’s really not worth while to give back one hundred; let’s
            spend that, too!’ That’s how the real Dmitri Karamazov, as
           we know him, would have behaved. One cannot imagine
            anything more incongruous with the actual fact than this
            legend of the little bag. Nothing could be more inconceiv-
            able. But we shall return to that later.’
              After touching upon what had come out in the proceed-
           ings  concerning  the  financial  relations  of  father  and  son,
            and arguing again and again that it was utterly impossible,
           from the facts known, to determine which was in the wrong,
           Ippolit Kirillovitch passed to the evidence of the medical
            experts in reference to Mitya’s fixed idea about the three

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