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clearly. He was struck by the imperiousness, proud ease, and
       self-confidence of the haughty girl. And all that was certain,
       Alyosha felt that he was not exaggerating it. He thought her
       great glowing black eyes were very fine, especially with her
       pale, even rather sallow, longish face. But in those eyes and
       in the lines of her exquisite lips there was something with
       which his brother might well be passionately in love, but
       which perhaps could not be loved for long. He expressed
       this thought almost plainly to Dmitri when, after the visit,
       his brother besought and insisted that he should not con-
       ceal his impressions on seeing his betrothed.
         ‘You’ll be happy with her, but perhaps not tranquilly hap-
       py.’
         ‘Quite so, brother. Such people remain always the same.
       They don’t yield to fate. So you think I shan’t love her for
       ever.’
         ‘No; perhaps you will love her for ever. But perhaps you
       won’t always be happy with her.’
         Alyosha  had  given  his  opinion  at  the  time,  blushing,
       and angry with himself for having yielded to his brother’s
       entreaties and put such ‘foolish’ ideas into words. For his
       opinion had struck him as awfully foolish immediately af-
       ter he had uttered it. He felt ashamed too of having given
       so confident an opinion about a woman. It was with the
       more amazement that he felt now, at the first glance at Kat-
       erina Ivanovna as she ran in to him, that he had perhaps
       been utterly mistaken. This time her face was beaming with
       spontaneous  good-natured  kindliness,  and  direct  warm-
       hearted sincerity. The ‘pride and haughtiness,’ which had

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