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count! What if when I go home I feel sorry for him? What
       then?’
         ‘I never expected-.’
         ‘Ah, young lady, how good and generous you are com-
       pared  with  me!  Now  perhaps  you  won’t  care  for  a  silly
       creature like me, now you know my character. Give me your
       sweet little hand, angelic lady,’ she said tenderly, and with a
       sort of reverence took Katerina Ivanovna’s hand.
         ‘Here, dear young lady, I’ll take your hand and kiss it as
       you did mine. You kissed mine three times, but I ought to
       kiss yours three hundred times to be even with you. Well,
       but let that pass. And then it shall be as God wills. Perhaps
       I shall be your slave entirely and want to do your bidding
       like a slave. Let it be as God wills, without any agreements
       and promises. What a sweet hand — what a sweet hand you
       have! You sweet young lady, you incredible beauty!’
          She slowly raised the hands to her lips, with the strange
       object indeed of ‘being even’ with her in kisses.
          Katerina Ivanovna did not take her hand away. She lis-
       tened with timid hope to the last words, though Grushenka’s
       promise to do her bidding like a slave was very strangely ex-
       pressed. She looked intently into her eyes; she still saw in
       those eyes the same simple-hearted, confiding expression,
       the same bright gaiety.
         ‘She’s  perhaps  too  naive,’  thought  Katerina  Ivanovna,
       with a gleam of hope.
          Grushenka  meanwhile  seemed  enthusiastic  over  the
       ‘sweet hand.’ She raised it deliberately to her lips. But she
       held it for two or three minutes near her lips, as though re-

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