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face a look of concentrated thought, almost austere at the
       first glance. There was scarcely a trace of her former frivol-
       ity.
          It seemed strange to Alyosha, too, that in spite of the ca-
       lamity that had overtaken the poor girl, betrothed to a man
       who had been arrested for a terrible crime, almost at the
       instant of their betrothal, in spite of her illness and the al-
       most inevitable sentence hanging over Mitya, Grushenka
       had not yet lost her youthful cheerfulness. There was a soft
       light in the once proud eyes, though at times they gleamed
       with the old vindictive fire when she was visited by one dis-
       turbing thought stronger than ever in her heart. The object
       of  that  uneasiness  was  the  same  as  ever  —  Katerina  Iva-
       novna, of whom Grushenka had even raved when she lay
       in delirium. Alyosha knew that she was fearfully jealous
       of her. Yet Katerina Ivanovna had not once visited Mitya
       in his prison, though she might have done it whenever she
       liked. All this made a difficult problem for Alyosha, for he
       was the only person to whom Grushenka opened her heart
       and from whom she was continually asking advice. Some-
       times he was unable to say anything.
          Full of anxiety he entered her lodging. She was at home.
       She had returned from seeing Mitya half an hour before,
       and  from  the  rapid  movement  with  which  she  leapt  up
       from her chair to meet him he saw that she had been ex-
       pecting him with great impatience. A pack of cards dealt
       for a game of ‘fools’ lay on the table. A bed had been made
       up on the leather sofa on the other side and Maximov lay,
       half reclining, on it. He wore a dressing-gown and a cotton
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