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blow Dmitri Fyodorovitch gave him on the head, he was suf-
       fering from aberration: he went and committed the murder.
       As for his saying he didn’t, he very likely doesn’t remember.
       Only, you know, it’ll be better, ever so much better, if Dmitri
       Fyodorovitch murdered him. And that’s how it must have
       been, though I say it was Grigory. It certainly was Dmitri
       Fyodorovitch, and that’s better, ever so much better! Oh!
       not better that a son should have killed his father, I don’t de-
       fend that. Children ought to honour their parents, and yet
       it would be better if it were he, as you’d have nothing to cry
       over then, for he did it when he was unconscious or rather
       when he was conscious, but did not know what he was do-
       ing. Let them acquit him — that’s so humane, and would
       show what a blessing reformed law courts are. I knew noth-
       ing about it, but they say they have been so a long time. And
       when I heard it yesterday, I was so struck by it that I wanted
       to send for you at once. And if he is acquitted, make him
       come straight from the law courts to dinner with me, and
       I’ll have a party of friends, and we’ll drink to the reformed
       law courts. I don’t believe he’d be dangerous; besides, I’ll
       invite a great many friends, so that he could always be led
       out if he did anything. And then he might be made a justice
       of the peace or something in another town, for those who
       have been in trouble themselves make the best judges. And,
       besides, who isn’t suffering from aberration nowadays? —
       you, I, all of us, are in a state of aberration, and there are
       ever so many examples of it: a man sits singing a song, sud-
       denly something annoys him, he takes a pistol and shoots
       the first person he comes across, and no one blames him for

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