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which had stunted their natural development, and that they
       would have been more healthily minded in any other pro-
       fession. I was always sorry for them, for in nine cases out of
       ten they were well-meaning persons; they were in the main
       very poorly paid; their constitutions were as a rule above
       suspicion; and there were recorded numberless instances of
       their self-sacrifice and generosity; but they had had the mis-
       fortune to have been betrayed into a false position at an age
       for the most part when their judgement was not matured,
       and after having been kept in studied ignorance of the real
       difficulties of the system. But this did not make their posi-
       tion the less a false one, and its bad effects upon themselves
       were unmistakable.
          Few people would speak quite openly and freely before
       them, which struck me as a very bad sign. When they were
       in the room every one would talk as though all currency
       save that of the Musical Banks should be abolished; and yet
       they knew perfectly well that even the cashiers themselves
       hardly used the Musical Bank money more than other peo-
       ple. It was expected of them that they should appear to do
       so,  but  this  was  all.  The  less  thoughtful  of  them  did  not
       seem particularly unhappy, but many were plainly sick at
       heart, though perhaps they hardly knew it, and would not
       have owned to being so. Some few were opponents of the
       whole system; but these were liable to be dismissed from
       their employment at any moment, and this rendered them
       very careful, for a man who had once been cashier at a Musi-
       cal Bank was out of the field for other employment, and was
       generally unfitted for it by reason of that course of treat-

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