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deep spiritual significance to him, though he could never
            completely  separate  her  individuality  from  that  of  Mary
           Magdalene, whose name had also fascinated him, though
           in a less degree.
              He was indeed stony ground, but by digging about him
           I might have at any rate deprived him of all faith in the re-
            ligion of his tribe, which would have been half way towards
           making him a sincere Christian; and now all this was cut off
           from me, and I could neither be of further spiritual assis-
           tance to him nor he of bodily profit to myself: besides, any
            company was better than being quite alone.
              I got very melancholy as these reflections crossed me, but
           when I had boiled the ducks and eaten them I was much
            better. I had a little tea left and about a pound of tobacco,
           which should last me for another fortnight with moderate
            smoking. I had also eight ship biscuits, and, most precious
            of all, about six ounces of brandy, which I presently reduced
           to four, for the night was cold.
              I rose with early dawn, and in an hour I was on my way,
           feeling strange, not to say weak, from the burden of solitude,
            but full of hope when I considered how many dangers I had
            overcome, and that this day should see me at the summit of
           the dividing range.
              After a slow but steady climb of between three and four
           hours,  during  which  I  met  with  no  serious  hindrance,  I
           found myself upon a tableland, and close to a glacier which
           I recognised as marking the summit of the pass. Above it
           towered a succession of rugged precipices and snowy moun-
           tain sides. The solitude was greater than I could bear; the

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