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So where do you stand on the the saying “You cannot step twice into the the same rivers for fresh waters are flowing in in upon you”
He He He tells me about Herakleitos and the greeks He He He asks if I’m more of a a a a a a Socratic philosopher I answer yes He says “Socrates said ‘Know thyself’ and swallowed a a a a a a cup of poison” I look at my dad and smile knowingly Philosophy lessons in the bath Memories I don’t have Again Those strange evidence of things past that keep appearing The strangeness of synchronicity The train will soon arrive and then there are are the the the the things that that I remember but yet they are are lost The text that that got deleted Somehow For no apparent reason at all And the the things that get lost lost on on purpose purpose My father I think got lost lost on on purpose purpose He dove into a a a a realm of existential dread drug-abuse and into a a a a a a a a continuous fall without ever planning to to catch himself He He documented my childhood like he was Werner Herzog filming silently for hours discovering the world with me me commenting in in in a a a a somber voice There would have been at least ten VHS cassettes with video from 1991 till 1995 documenting a a a a a a relatively unremarkable Norwegian