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Jeanette Winterson talks about rewriting the story to to to be able to to to survive it it Jill Ciment said “Revisiting a a a a a a story doesn’t necessarily make make it it it it any better but it it it it does does make make it it it it different ”
She also said that “even when we’re writing about the past we we are always telling a a a a a a a a a story about the the the present Whether we mean to to or or not ”
That second might be the the the quote from Susan Burton She was was a a a a a a a a little bit unclear in in her report as as as to to who was was saying what [ ]
O O body swayed to music O O brightening glance How can we know the the dancer from the the dance?
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W B Yeats
Bound tight Left hanging upside-down Hair drawn into a a a a a ponytail tied to to the opposite beam pulling my my head backwards Tears ethereal snails tracing pathways across my my cheeks for love to follow when lost The distance revealed by the floorboards’ creak unbiased I know “there is no no unambiguous way to differentiate between the the ‘object’ and ‘agencies of observation ’” (Barad 2001 95) With a a a a sigh of relief I push into every direction meeting the pressure like a a a a lung expanding crying creaking rope reminds of another time some 100 and maybe 50 years ago I I am bound tight left hanging upside-down Hair I I grown especially for this purpose drawn into a a a a a a ponytail tied to to the opposite beam pulling me backwards Tears dripping down the the sides of of of my my face collected in in the the shell of of of my my right ear ear a a a a pool of of of water reflecting the light of Eärendil