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SUNDAYS





                                                  Morgan Scott




        It was a Sunday when he came, and a Sunday            hand on my shoulder and turned to leave.
        when he left. It was raining, and my mother           He never told me he loved me. Instead, he
        sipped  her  coffee  at  the  kitchen  table,  a      got into his blue truck and drove away, and
        cigarette  balanced  carelessly  between  her         that was all.
        first and second fingers.
                                                              I never really knew why he came, or why
        “There’s a man at the door, Mama,” I’d said           he left in the first place. I didn’t desire an
        quietly, knowing better than to be loud               explanation, either. The way I grew up, it
        around her in the mornings.                           was better not to ask questions if you didn’t
                                                              really want an honest answer.
        She didn’t look at me or at the door. Instead,
        she flicked the ash off the end of her cigarette                             –
        and said, “It’s your father.”
                                                              It was a Sunday when my Auntie Gia came
        He brought me a pink stuffed elephant and             to get me. It had been a long time since I’d
        a white  envelope  that my mother quickly             seen her. I sat on the edge of my bed as I
        snatched away, the contents of which I never          watched her take clothes off my floor and
        knew for sure, but looking back I could only          shove  them  into  a  yellow  duffel  bag.  She
        assume possessed a monetary value.                    moved fast and swore under her breath.
                                                              After a few minutes, she zipped the bag and
        He was taller than the  picture  made him             grabbed my hand, pulling me off the bed.
        seem. He had brown hair and blue eyes. He             Before we left, she stopped at the doorway
        wore muddy work boots and jeans with paint            and looked around the room one last time.
        all over them.                                        I watched her eyes scan to the bed. She
                                                              dropped  my  hand and  walked  back  over,
        I only  ever  saw  my  father  three  times,  all     grabbing something out of the tangle of
        in that  same  week.  Once  when  he  came,           mismatched sheets.
        once a few days later when he took me to a
        Friendly’s on Route 12, and once more when            “You want this, Charlie?” she asked,
        he left the following Sunday.                         handing the pink stuffed elephant to me. I
                                                              looked at its soft, plush face and hugged it
        He didn’t say a lot to me, but he was the only        under my arm as we left the house on Oak
        person I can think of that ever called me by          Street for the last time.
        my full name.
                                                              We drove for what seemed like a very
        “Charlotte,” he said, crouching down to my            long time. When we finally pulled into
        level, “I’m sorry.” He placed a large, strong         the driveway of a small yellow bungalow


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