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“How many times will he waste his money on            The  Estate  kids had  mothers who wore
        these things before he realizes they just end         Louis Vuitton and packed their lunches with
        up in the garbage? What can a fucking flower          homemade  muffins  and  orzo  salads.  My
        do to fix a marriage?”                                mother wore Walmart t-shirts. The Estate
                                                              kids had in- ground pools and big green
        I stood blinking at her uncomfortably.                yards. We had the YMCA. So to say that I’d
                                                              never  been  inside  one  of  the  Estates  was
        Silent. She blinked back at me.                       implied, but to say that I’d never wanted to
                                                              was plain wrong.
        “No…really. Tell me, what do flowers fix?” She
        looked at me, as if she was waiting for a reply,      Standing  in  Mrs.  Anderson’s  driveway,  her
        but instead I took her question rhetorically          eyes drilling holes through mine, I got a little
        and swallowed against my dry tongue. I                excited thinking about her invitation. How
        quickly  turned  to  leave,  now  embarrassed         I could steal the bathroom’s chamomile
        for both Christopher and myself, and quite            soap that was probably unnecessarily in the
        honestly a little scared.                             shape of swans or doves, and eat the pastel
                                                              colored after-dinner mints from the crystal
        I was almost at the putrid green van when I           bowl in the hallway and pocket some for
        heard her shout, “Stop!” from the mahogany            later. It wasn’t really that weird to go inside,
        front doors. “Wait, please stop!”                     probably. It was just water and I was hot and
                                                              I’d always wanted to peek inside the lives of
        Because I couldn’t help myself, I turned              the first class flyers and Tesla drivers and
        around to see her pressing her palms against          now was my chance.
        the doorframe, the flowers already shoved out
        of sight, high heels pressed firmly to the foyer      But then I glanced again at Mrs. Anderson’s
        floor. She smiled at me now, her personality          chemically  whitened  smile and I started
        switched in a matter of seconds.                      to decline. Because on the other hand, she
                                                              could kill me. She seemed unstable, clearly,
        “I’m so sorry,” she said, pressing a palm to          but that drew me in with a curiosity that
        her powdered forehead. “Please. Why don’t             yearned to be satisfied. It could be curiosity
        you get out of the heat for a minute, come            that killed the Caroline, and if that was how
        in for some water?” she asked. Her tone was           I was going to die, so be it.
        now soft and inviting, apologetic. Although
        it was probably ridiculous to even consider           So I  stopped  myself  from  declining, and I
        her invitation, I gently swished the idea             walked  back up the  extravagant  staircase.
        around in my head like mouthwash.                     There was a flutter in my stomach as I noted
                                                              the way Mrs. Anderson seemed to draw me
        On one  hand, this  was probably  my only             in with her strange grin and giant diamond
        chance to snoop inside a Sunnydale  Estate.           ring.  That was that. I was going inside a
        An opportunity, really. I’d always wanted to          stranger’s  house, and if she killed me it
        see what it was like inside an actual mansion,        would be my own fault.
        and growing up downtown I never had that
        chance before.                                                               –


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