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I know the chances are extremely low. But...my god I can't think about anything else. 'What if when I touched his penis with my mouth, what if when he touched my **** with his mouth, what if my gums were bleeding, what ifs, what ifs, what ifs...I was reading about the symptoms and I don't really have had any fever or rash or anything since then. But I just can't get that out of my head that no matter how low, chances do exist. So i do plan to get tested (tomorrow if possible), so I don't go nuts. But good god. I am. Worried and petrified.