Page 107 - Devil's Arithmetic by Jane Yolen
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day. The malach ha-mavis."
                                       "What?  What?"  Hannah   asked.
                                       "That is my daughter's dress you are wearing, Chaya
                                     Abramowicz.  My   Chaya.  I  brought  it  as  a  present  for
                                     her  in  Lublin."
                                       "Chaya,"  Hannah  said.
                                       "The same name, too. God is good. Your name means
                                     life."  His  voice broke.
                                       "Life,"  Hannah  repeated.
                                       He  nodded,  then  shook  his  head,  the  one  following
                                     the  other like  a  single movement.  "You  are  Chaya  no
                                     longer,  child.  Now you  are J197241.  Remember it."
                                       "I can't remember anything," Hannah saidj  puzzled.
                                       "This you must remember,   for if you  forget it, life is
                                     gone indeed." The tattooing pen burned her flesh, leav-
                                     ing a trail of blue numbers in her arm  above the wrist.
                                     J197241. She didn't cry. She wouldn't. It was something
                                     more  she  just remembered:  her promise  to Gitl.
                                       When  the  man  finished  the  number,  he  reached  out
                                     and touched the collar of her dress,  smoothing it down
                                     gently.  "Live,"  he whispered.  "For my Chaya.  For all
                                     our Chayas.  Live.  And remember."
                                       There  was  a  loud  clearing  of  a  throat  and  Hannah
                                     looked up into the guard's unsmiling  face.  "Next!"  he
                                     said.
                                       Little Tzipporah was next, and Hannah held the child
                                     on  her  lap,  covering  her  eyes  with  ice-cold  hands  and
                                     crooning  a  song  into  her, ears.  It was  a  wedding  song,
                                     the only song she could come up with, something about
                                     a madness forced upon them.  The words didn't matter,




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