Page 113 - Devil's Arithmetic by Jane Yolen
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ing horn had stopped.  Others in the barracks were per-
                                    forming  the  same  slow  unfolding.  She  looked  around,
                                    her  eyes  and  mind  still  fuzzed  with  sleep.
                                      The door to the barracks was flung open and a guard
                                    stuck  his  head in.                             •
                                      "If  you  want  food,  get  in  line.  Now.  Schnell.  You
                                    must  eat.  Hungry  Jews  are  dead  Jews.  Dead  Jews  do
                                    not  work."
                                      "Food!" Hannah whispered to herself, and the dream
                                    she'd had came back to her:  all that Seder food and the
                                    familiar faces around the table, faces she could almost—
                                    but  not  quite—name.  She  imagined  the  taste  of  the
                                    roast  beef  and  saliva  filled  her  mouth.  Standing,  she
                                    smoothed  down   the  wrinkled  skirt  of  her  dress  and
                                    looked  around  for  Gitl.
                                      Gitl was bending over one of the lowest shelves. Han-
                                    nah  recognized  her  by  the  awful  red  print  dress.  Hur-
                                    rying over, Hannah called out, "Food, Gitl! They'll give
                                    us  food.  If we  hurry.  At last!"
                                      Gitl  stood  up  slowly  and  stared  past  Hannah  to  the
                                    door  as  if  she  did  not  see  her.  Her  mouth  whispered
                                    something but no sound came out, and her hands clenched
                                    and unclenched into  fists.
                                      Something  forced  Hannah  to  bend  down  and  stare
                                    into the shelf.  Little Tzipporah lay curled in a ball, her
                                    finger  in  her  mouth  like  a  stopper  in  a  bottle.  There
                                    was  a fly on  her  cheek.  Hannah  reached  out  to  brush
                                    it  off.
                                      "Do  not  touch  her,"  Gitl  said.
                                      "But . . "  Hannah's  hand  hovered  over  the  child's
                                            .
                                    cheek  and  the fly that  would  not  leave.


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