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to go to the hospital.  The Dark Angel goes there first.
                                     You are lucky."
                                       "Lucky!" Hannah muttered.
                                       "Yes,  lucky,"  Rivka  said,  sounding  as  if  she  were
                                     beginning to lose patience.  "We count our luck with a
                                     different measure here  in the camp."
                                       Shifre stared silently at the shoes she held in her hand
                                     but Hannah shook her head slowly over and over.
                                       "Now tell me your names."
                                       "Shifre."
                                       Rivka nodded.
                                       "Chaya,"  Hannah   whispered,  the  name  sounding
                                     strange in her mouth, foreign. Then she bit her lip and,
                                     remembering  Rivka's  explanation,  held  up  her  arm.
                                     "And  also / for Jew.  And 1  for me,  alone.  I am very,
                                     very  much alone.  And 9 is  for .  .  . well,  in  English it
                                     is  pronounced  'nine,'  which  is  like  the  German  word
                                     for no.  No,  I  will  not  die here.  Not  now.  Not in  my
                                                .
                                                         .
                                     sleep like . . little . . little children."
                                       "How  do  you  know  English?"  Shifre  asked.  "Did
                                    you learn it in your school in Lublin?"
                                       "You went to school?"  Rivka asked, a kind of awe
                                    in her voice.
                                       "No.  Yes.  I  don't  remember,"  Hannah  said,  sur-
                                    prised at the whine in her voice.
                                       Rivka put her hand out, touching Hannah gently on
                                    the arm, stroking the number with two fingers, ever so
                                    gently.  "It happens sometimes.  We forget because re-
                                    membering is so painful. But memory will return, when
                                    you are ready for it.  Go on,  Chaya—J19 .  .  ."
                                      Hannah nodded. "J—1—9—7. Seven is for—for each



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