Page 149 - Devil's Arithmetic by Jane Yolen
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"God is letting it happen," Rivka said. "But there is
                                       a  reason.  We  cannot  see  it  yet.  Like  the  binding  of
                                       Isaac. My father always said that the universe is a great
                                       circle  and  we—we  only  see  a  small  piece  of the  arc.
                                       God is no monster,  whatever you think now.  There is
                                       a reason."
                                         Hannah scuffed the ground with her foot. "We should
                                       fight,"  she said.  "We should go  down fighting."
                                         Rivka smiled sadly.  "What would we   fight with?"
                                          "With guns."
                                          "We have no guns."
                                          "With knives."
                                          "Where are our knives?"
                                         "With—with    something."
                                         Rivka put her arm around Hannah's shoulder. "Come.
                                       There is more work to be done."
                                         "Work'is  not fighting."
                                         "You want to be a hero, like Joshua at Jericho, like
                                       Samson against the Philistines."  She smiled again.
                                         "I  want  to. be  a  hero  like  .  .  ."  Hannah  thought  a
                                       minute but she could think of no one.
                                         "Who?"
                                         "I don't know."
                                                                                 .
                                                                        .
                                         "My mother said, before she . .   died . .  that it is
                                       much harder to live this  way and  to  die this  way than
                                       to go out shooting. Much harder. Chaya, you are a hero.
                                       I  am  a hero."  Rivka  stared  for  a  moment  at  the  sky
                                       and the curling smoke.  "We are all heroes here."

                                       That  night  Fayge  began  to  speak,  as  if  the  words  so
                                       long  dammed  up  had  risen  to  flood.  She  told  a  story



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