Page 16 - Devil's Arithmetic by Jane Yolen
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Hannah sighed. "He's starting again," she whispered
                                     to Aaron.
                                       Aaron  shrugged.
                                       Hannah could scarcely remember when Grandpa Will
                                     didn't have these strange fits, showing  off the tattoo on
                                     his left arm and screaming in both English and Yiddish.
                                     When she'd been younger, the  five-digit number on his
                                     arm had fascinated her.  It was  a dark blue,  very  much
                                     like a stain.  The  skin around it had gotten old, but the
                                     number  had not.  Right  after Aaron's birth,  at  his  bris
                                     party,  when  all the  relatives had been making fools of
                                     themselves over him, Hannah had taken a ballpoint pen
                                     and  written  a  string  of  numbers  on  the  inside  of  her
                                     own  left  arm,  hard  enough  to  almost  break  the  skin.
                                     She  had  thought that  it  might please  Grandpa  Will  as
                                     much as the new baby had.  For a moment, he'd stared
                                     at her uncomprehendingly. Then suddenly he'd grabbed
                                     at her, screaming in Yiddish Malach ha-mavis over and
                                     over, his face gray and horrible.  Everyone at the party
                                     had  watched  them.  It  had  taken  her  father  and  Aunt
                                     Eva a long,  long time  to calm him down.
                                       Even  though  they  tried  to  explain  to  he» what  had
                                     upset  Grandpa  Will  so,  Hannah  had  never  quite  for-
                                     given  him.  It  took  two  days  of hard  scrubbing  before
                                     the pen marks were gone. She still occasionally dreamed
                                     of his distorted face and the guttural screams. Strangely,
                                     though  she'd  never  dared  ask  what  the  words  meant,
                                     in  her  dreams  she  seemed  to  know.  No  one  had  ever
                                    volunteered to  tell her.  It was  as if they'd  ail forgotten
                                    the  incident,  but Hannah  had not.
                                       "Mama,"  Hannah   said when the TV was turned  off


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