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"And   not  enough  future,"  Shifre  added.
                                        Hannah   moved   close  to  them.  "Now—six  million
                                      Jews  will  die  in  camps  like  this.  Die! There,  I've  said
                                      the word. Does it make it more real? Or less? And how
                                      do I know six million will die? I'm not sure how,  but I
                                      do."
                                        "Six million?" Shifre said. '"That's impossible. There
                                      are  not  six  million Jews  in the  whole world."
                                        "Six  million,"  Hannah  said,  "but  that's  not  all  the
                                      Jews there are.  In the end,  in the future, there  will be
                                      Jews still. And there will be Israel, a Jewish state, where
                                      there  will  be  a  Jewish  president  and  a  Jewish  senate.
                                      And in America,  Jewish  movie stars."
                                        "I  do  not  believe  you,"  Esther  said.  "Not  six  mil-
                                      lion."
                                        "You   must  believe  me,"  Hannah  said,  "because  I
                                      remember."
                                        "How   can  you  remember  what  has  not  happened
                                      yet?" asked Rivka. "Memory does not work that way—
                                      forward.  It only works backward.  Yours is not a mem-
                                      ory.  It is  a dream."
                                        "It's not a dream, though,"  Hannah said.  "It's as if
                                      I  have  three  memories,  one  on  top  of  another.  I  re-
                                      member   living with  Gitl  and Shmuel."
                                        "May  he  rest  in peace,"  Rivka  said.
                                        "May  they  all  rest  in peace,"  Hannah  added.
                                        "And  Lublin,"  put  in  Shifre.  "You  remember  Lub-
                                      lin."
                                        "Yes, there is Lublin, but that memory is like a story
                                      I've been told.  I don't remember Lublin,  but I remem-
                                      ber  being  there.  And  then  there's  my  memory  of the



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