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hao jaayaogaa. saaro Da@Tr AaOr nasao-M ]sakI jaana phcaana ko hOM. [sako saaqa ]sanao ]mmaId BaI
idlaa[- qaI ik ]sako zIk haonao ko caaMsa nabbao p`itSat sao AiQak hOM. [na tmaama baataoM ko
saaqa jaao ivaSaoYa baat ]sanao inamao-Sa sao khI qaI ` vah yah ik ` ‘yaid vah zIk nahIM huAa tao
ifr vah BaI kBaI Apnaa ivavaah nahIM krogaI.saarI ]ma` vah Apnao inamao-Sa kI saovaa AaOr
tImaardarI maoM hI vyatIt kr dogaI.’ inamao-Sa nao p~ pZ,a tao svatÁ hI ]sakI AaMKaoM sao AaMsaU
Tpkto huyao p~ pr igar pD,o. [sa p`kar ik ]nako karNa p~ ko kuCok Axar BaI fOla
gayao. iktnaa Pyaar krtI hO inaimata ]sakao. AaOr ek vah hO jaao iksaI kao jaIvana ka ek
pla ka BaI sauK nahIM do sakta hO. iktnaa majabaUr ikyaa hO ]sakao ]sakI ZIz iksmat nao.
majabaUrI maoM Apnao daonaaoM haqa malatI hu[- baobasa mauhbbataoM kI Aasa khaM jaayaoM AaOr iksasao BaIK
maaMgatI ifroM. inamao-Sa kI samaJa maoM kuC BaI nahIM Aa saka. nahIM Aa saka tao vah kao[- inaNa-ya
BaI nahIM lao payaa. inaimata nao kuCok saPtah [Mtjaar ikyaa ` laoikna jaba inamao-Sa kI trf sao
kao[- BaI saUcanaa nahIM imalaI tao ]sanao dUsara p~ ilaK idyaa. magar jaba inama-Sa ifr BaI nahIM
gayaa tao inaimata ek idna Avasar imalato hI Aa[- AaOr inamao-Sa kao jabarna pkD,kr Apnao
saaqa lao ga[-. pi%na ka AiQakar nahIM imala saka qaa tao @yaa ` p`It ka irvaaja, tao qaa hI.
saara mauhllaa jaanata qaa ]na daonaaoM ko p`oma ko irStaoM kI baabat.
ifr inaimata kI inagaranaI maoM inamao-Sa ko SarIr ka prIxaNa huAa. gaudo- kmaja,aor tao qao hI
saaqa maoM fofD,aoM maoM BaI yaxmaa ko inaSaana idKa[- idyao tao inaimata sauna kr hI hOrana rh ga[-.
ApnaI laaprvaahI AaOr idna-rat saaocanao jaOsaI baImaarI ko karNa inamao-Sa nao ApnaI @yaa dSaa
banaa laI qaI. k[- idnaaoM tk inaimata nao inamao-Sa kao Apnao hI Sahr maoM rhnao idyaa. [laaja
huAa ` inaimata ka saMga-saaqa AaOr doK-roK imalaI tao inamao-Sa ko caohro pr raOnak Jalaknao
lagaI. badna majabaUt haonao lagaa. SarIr maoM r@t daOD,nao lagaa tao inamao-Sa ko mana maoM ifr sao jaInao
kI laalasaayaoM jaaga ]zIM. vah hMsanao AaOr mauskranao lagaa. inaimata doKtI tao ApnaI
kamayaabaI pr mana hI mana caupcaap Apnao prmaoSvar kao Qanyavaad idyaa krtI. ]saka
prmaoSvar ]sakI duAaAaoM ka jabaaba donao lagaa qaa. laoikna ifr BaI ]sanao inamao-Sa pr ApnaI
yao KuSaI jaaihr nahIM haonao dI. jaanatI qaI ik baodd- saagar kI ijana lahraoM kao raoknao ko ilayao
]sanao jaao baaD, lagaa[- hO vah ABaI maa~ ima+I kI hI hO ` p%qar jamaa krnao maoM ]sao ABaI bahut
pirEama krnaa hO. inamao-Sa ka jaIvana ABaI BaI K,tro sao baahr nahIM qaa. maMijala tao bahut dUr
hO hI AaOr rasto BaI kizna nahIM tao Aasaana BaI nahIM hOM.
baD,o idna kI laMbaI Cui+yaaM hu[- tao inaimata hMsatI-mauskratI Gar Aa[-. inamao-Sa ko
caohro AaOr badna maoM saflata ko icanh idKa[- idyao tao ]saka mauK pU\Na-maasaI ko pUro caaMd ko
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