Page 218 - The diary of Yahwey

The Book of Wisdom

SHOW NO MERCY FOR MY PEOPLES. YOU WILL SLAUGHTER THEM TO THEIR MOTHER'S
FACE AND CUT EM ALL OFF FROM EACHOTHER FOREVER! AND I DO NOT LIKE THIS
YOUR EXTREMELY BRUTAL VERY HOSTILE AGAINST MY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. READY AT
THUMBNAIL TO UTTER SEND THESE MISCREANTS TO HELL AND YOU WON'T LOOK
AGAIN TO THEM. JUST CHOP, CHOP, CHOP AND SLIDE THE REMAINING PARTS DOWN
THE INCENERATOR. YOU WILL NOT TAKE UP MOURNING NOR WILL YOU EAT UP THEIR
SHAME. AND FEEL AFTER THEIR MOTHERS PAIN. IWILL USE YOU BOTH YOU MUST
REFRAIN FROM SUCH UNSHAMEFUL CRUELTY. THEY WILL KNOW YOU WHEN THEY SEE
YOU COMING AND WILL STAND DOWN AND SIMPLY SURRENDER. WHY MUST YOU BE
SO INFURIATED AGAINST ALL COLORS OF MY PEOPLE? FOR IWAS ROBBED THE
CHANCE TO KNOW YOU AND I WAS SHEARED FROM MY OWN PEOPLE. I KNOW
NOTHING ABOUT THEM NOR HOW IWAS SUPPOSE TO? I LOOKED INTO THEIR HEARTS
AND WAS GREATLY DISTASTEFUL AND I MOVED YOU FAR AND AWAY FROM THEM. I
KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU BUT YOU MUST EASE UP ON YOUR JEALOUSY FOR

ME.

YOUR SWEET AND BITTER AS A HEARTBEAT. YOUR ON FIRE THEN NOT YOUR KILLING
THEN YOUR RESTING. YOUR RUNNING THEN YOUR HOPPING. YOU CAN DO ANYTHING I
SET YOUR HEART FOR TO DO. BUT YOUR NOT YOU'VE BEEN COMPLAINING ABOUT
THIS PEOPLE FOR MANY CENTURIES AND IT WILL NOT GO AWAY. YOU THE WAY THEY
CONTINUE TO DRAW CLOSE NEXT TO YOU. AND YOU REFUSE TO SHOW
HOMOSEXUALS BROTHERLY LOVE. YOU DESPISE MY REASON FOR SHOWING THEM
COMPASSION. YOU HATE THIS PEOPLE PERPETUALLY AND HAS ALWAYS DESPISED
THE DAY IN WHICH I MADE YOU. IAM YOUR FATHER AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND
WILL CONTINUE TO HUG YOU TO SIMMER YOU DOWN. WHILE NONE OF THESE
UNDERSTAND YOU I WILL CONTINUE TO HOLD SUPPORT YOU UP. I KNOW YOU
REMEMBER ME. FOR I CAME TO YOU WHEN THEY TRIED SO DESPERATELY TO DRIVE
YOU OFF THE FIELD. THEY WERE CRYING AND COMPLAINING LET US GET A CHANCE.
WE LIKE TO PLAY ASWELL. AND MY ASSISTANT SHRODER CAME AND SOWED
DISCOURAGEMENT INTO YOUR LIFE MORE PAIN. AND I SNUCK UP AND SAID TO YOUR
BEAUTIFUL FACE IAM STILL THE HEAD COACH. THO I HAVE OFFERED YOU MY HANDS
AGAIN AND AGAIN YOU HAVE STEPPED AWAY AND HAVE CONTAIN YOUR POSTERITY. I
KNOW WHY I HAVE DONE THIS FOR YOU MY EYES WILL CONTINUE TO BE UPON YOU
AND WITH YOU I LOVE YOU MYSELF MY BABY BOY DERRAIL IN WHOM IAM WELL
DELIGHTED.

HE IS ALL THAT I HAVE LEFT OF YOU THREE AND I REFUSE TO LET YOU CAUSE HIM TO
SLIP BACK AND STUMBLE HEAD FIRST ON HIS BEAUTIFUL HEAD! WHILE ALL THESE
VILLIANS ROAM TO AND FRO CONSUMING LIKE WILD SAVAGES. SHOULD I KEEP BACK
WHAT IS RIGHT FOR THE SAKE OF A BUNCH OF SINFUL VAGRANT MISCREANTS LIKE
THIS. CAN I AT ALL CONTINUE TO BEAR YOUR BREATH ABOUT THIS MAN AND HIS
GREAT FAMILY WHICH WAS WISELY SACRIFICE AND YIELDS IN ME? FELLOWSHIP AND
FRUIT BEARING HAPPINESS. THESE TREES HAVE MOREOVER ROBBED ME OF
PLEASURE. I HAVE GROWN OLD IN THOUGHTS CONSUMING THEIR WAYS AGAIN AND
AGAIN REPEATEDLY. THEY QUIVER AND ARE LIVELY AND MAKE ME JOYOUSI I HAVEN'T
FELT THIS REFRESHED SINCE THE BEGINNING AFTER I MADE ALL OF YOU EVEN YOU
SAITH ELOHIM. MY EYES ARE OPENED WIDE TO WHAT'S TO COME. I CAN RIOT IN
SOLACE. I CAN SEE BRIGHTER BETTER DAYS AHEADI YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND
WEIGHTS HAVE BEEN LIFTED OFF OF ME. I'M LOSING FAITH IN MY ABILITIES
LESSENING MYSELF TO STRING ALONE ALL OF YOU HOPELESS HYPOCRITES. IT IS NOT
GOOD FOR GOD TO SECOND GUESS. I NEED 02 THAT IS UNFILTERED. MY BODY MUST
BE FILLED IN JOYOUS FELLOWSHIP COMRODARY SAITH ELOHIM. FOR WHEN YOU
SECOND GUESS IT DIMINISHES YOU. A CREATOR MUST THINK STRAIGHT NOT
SIDEWAYS IN DOUBT. WHAT IF I DO THIS AND THIS HAPPENS OR THIS AND THAT
HAPPENS. I MUST LOOK AHEAD WITHOUT CONSTRICTION. FOR I LONGED FOR YOU SO
LONG MY BABY BOY, AND I HAVE REEXAMINED HIM OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND