Page 242 - The diary of Yahwey

The Book of Wisdom

AND DAILY. WHEN THOSE MY AGE WERE OUT PARTYING I WAS AT HOME

STUDYING IN A LITTLE SHACK. HE EVEN SHOWED ME HOW I WAS LIFTING

UP HIS NAME WHILE ALL AROUND ME WERE HAVING THEIR OWN VERSION

OF A GOOD TIME. WHATEVER YOU DO INSIDE OF THE LORD HE WILL

INDEED PUT YOU UP. THEY ALL CAME AGAINST MY REST IN THE LORD. I

SPENT MAJORITY OF MY TIME FINDING THE LORD'S SECRETS HE WOULD

TEACH AND SHOW ME. SO DESPITE NOISE GOING ON AROLIND ME I WOULD

SET ASIDE TIME TO SPEND WITH HIM CONTINUOUSLY. AND HE KEPT

GIVING ME MORE TO ENCOURAGE MY GROWTH AND UNDERSTANDING IN

HIM. ON THE OUTSIDE IT LOOKED LIKE I WAS MOCKING EVERYONE BUT I
WAS INTENTED AND COMMISSIONED TO OBEY THE LORD.
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I FELL DOWN IN HUMILIATION NOT FOR REWARD NOR PRESTIGE I DID SO
FOR FEAR AND REVERENCE OF THE LORD AND KNOWLEDGE. I WAS
BLINDED BY THE TRUTH OF GOD SO WHEN IT CAME TIME FOR ME TO
LEARN OF HIM I SPENT MY LIFE OBSERVING HIS WORDS. THIS IS WHY
FATHER KEPT TEACHING ME REVEALA.TION AFTER REVEALATION. I SPENT
SO MUCH TIME READING AND HE MATCHED ME WITH INTERPETATION
AND UNDERSTANDING. I WAS NOT DODGING THE TRUTH OF GOD. BUT
WAS TACKLING DIFFICULT SUBJECTS. SO THE LORD HIMSELF ruST
CONTINUED TO LIFT ME UP. HERE IS THE OUTCOME OF MY SACRIFICES
WHICH WERE NOT MINE I WAS BORN THIS WAY. IT WAS GOD'S MASTER
PLAN. SO THE PROBLEM IS THE PEOPLE HERE IN THIS STATE RUBBED ME
BRUISED ME AND MADE ME VERY SORE AND AFRAID. I WAS STILL VERY
YOLTNG AS I AM NOW. I WAS JUST A BABY THIS IS WHY HE KEPT SAYING
MY BABY BOY. MY LIFE WAS FILLED WITH TURMOIL ALMOST EVERY
MOMENT OF MY LIFE. CONTENTION WAS ON ALL SIDE ALL THE TIME.

AS I'M BEING REMINDED I WRITE IT BUT MY BROTHERS AND I HAD
PROBLEMS. SERIOUS PROBLEMS UNTHINKABLE MISERY. SO SHE KEPT
TRYING TO PROVE A LIE BUT GOD KNEW AND KNOWS BY HIS OWN

DISCERNMENT WHO ARE HIS AND WHO ARE NOT HIS. HE IS THE LORD. I

WATCHED HIM LIFT ME BACK UP AGAIN AND AGAIN AND THIS WOMAN
COME AGAINST US AGAIN AND AGAIN. ALOT OF SINS COULD BE AVERTED
IF THE PEOPLE ARE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO READ IT. I HAVE SEEN GOD
COME IN CONTACT WITH PEOPLE AND NEVER LET THEM GO FROM THAT
MOMENT FORWARD. AND THE PEOPLE BE PERMANENTLY ENGRAFTED IN

HIS W[L. PERMANENTLY I TELL YOU. WHEN GOD APPROACHES A MAN OR

V/OMAN THEY WILL KNEEL DOWN IN GRATITUDE BELIEVE ME I HAVE

SEEN IT. HE IS LOVE BUT WHEN YOU INTERFERE WITH HIS PROMISES THEN
YOU HAVE TROUBLES I ASSURE YOU TROUBLES ON ALL SIDES.

IT'S MANYS THINGS I HAVE FORGOTTEN MANY THINGS BECAUSE IT
BECAME THE SIDES OF ME. WHAT I WAS KNOWN FOR BEING WHO I
WASN'T AND AM. HE WASN'T BEING GATHERED BY YOUR OFFERINGS
BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T OFFERED MUCH TO HIM. BUT HAVE