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pain in the neck, shoulders n arms isn't even bearable to
just sit with. I’ve had ambulances back n forth between 2
different hospitals over 5 days, just to get a scan. Literally
5 days between two different hospitals, 30miles between
them, just to get one "urgent scan". Now I feel much
worse. Aaargh! I don't even know what to do.

13 December 2016 —
Totally incapable of putting my
huge tree up this year so hear is
the one from 2 years ago. A little
bit of my Alice in Wonderland
Christmas Tree.

14 December 2016 —
Oh please God make it stop. 5
days back n forth between 2
hospitals - 30 miles between
them, being left in corridors, chucked out with no help or
diagnosis, dehydrated, sent out of the hospital alone via
an unmanageable fire exit, at night, in the rain n darkness
struggling to carry an overnight bag and a laptop down
the steps. First thing I did was go flying arse over tit.
Now I'm almost bed bound with splitting head,
tremendous pain all through from head to chest & all
thru shoulders and tops of my arms. Really sick and
haven't managed to eat virtually anything since I left
hospital on Monday. Hunger pangs. I cannot manage to
even make a cup of tea. I don’t even know how to
manage or get the basic stuff I need like a hot drink. I
haven't even had a cup of tea since I got home since
earlier in the week. Please help me God. This is ludicrous