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If you are weak or temporarily weak due to an exposure of vulnerability or mitigating circumstance, Lucifer’s daughter will expose the full height of her power, downplaying subtlety and indirectness for a more obnoxious and bullying approach"
I took on board what I read and started realizing what I was exposed to. I noticed, how Martha applied her unusual psychological abilities in a perverse manner to gain power over her victims. Her seemingly open nature and her pretended interest in her fellow human beings made it easy for her to win the hearts and minds of those people through her dishonest display of innocence. She was essentially a Venus and at the same time a Venus fly trap for human beings. To deal with that in everyday life would soon prove to be an impossible task for me.
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Upon reflection, I look back on a systematic path of destruction, a conflagration ignited by Martha’s deeply rooted contempt for human beings. Nevertheless she is the one who always sees herself in the role of the victim. My further studies on the subject, which by now has evoked my interest - if for no other reason than self preservation - leads me to further recognition: In general traumatic experiences from childhood such as abuse, rape, or serious neglect are used for that purpose. Martha has cultivated both: the asserted abuse by her father and the neglect by her parents, which made her choose a career that always took her on journeys, she says. It is this almost “religious” conviction of having the role of the victim that enables “Lucifer’s daughter to conduct herself provocatively and psychopathically - the internal source of her power. So Martha has reached a point emotionally, rationally, and in manipulation where her perceptions of other persons (women and me too) were succinctly reduced to:
'What can this person do for me, if nothing, what could he do for me, or how can I manipulate him that I get from him what I need'.
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In the months that followed I experienced how Martha started to systematically destroy all of my social contacts - with my family, friends, and finally with my business partners too.
A grim journey into the heart and mind of darkness had begun.
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