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I didn’t want to cum, I wanted my hard-on to last forever.
I wanted my own pro quarterback to last forever. A hard dick
freezes time solid in a man’s hand. There is no before and no
after. There is only now. The hard-on is “to be.” A man’s being is
his becoming. He becomes the quarterback. His costume is his
reality. His posing is his function. Erection is being. Orgasm is
becoming. The act is what it is. In the ritual multiples of male
sex bonding, we act out the search for the perfect state of being
through the perfect act of becoming ourselves through the other.
I became Kick. I became as much a quarterback as he was.
The world is divided into the juicy and the nonjuicy. A man
has only so many cumings in him to achieve the perfect state of
becoming more himself by becoming for the length of orgasm
like the man with whom he is cuming. In other men, a man finds
alternatives of his self. Other ways of being. There are so many
varieties of masculinity that the search for self through otherness
is ongoing and never ending. This is the infinity of men, no two
the same, each one ideally more perfect than the last, each one a
step on the way toward realizing, toward becoming, toward being
the transcendent essence of manliness that men worshiping men
require.
The romance of ejaculation is the finite limit of cumings a
man has in him to achieve union with the infinite. A man has
only so many orgasms. When he spends them, he dies. Each
cuming must transcend the last. It’s not the quantity of the sex
circuit—so many men, so little time—it’s more the qualitative
ascending spiral of circling and rising to bond with men each
more perfect than the last. A man remains juicy as long as his
orgasms progress toward this end.
Albertus Magnus, the teacher of Saint Thomas Aquinas,
wrote, “Too much ejaculation dries out the body, because the
sperm has the power of humidifying and heating. But when
warmth and moisture are drawn out of the body, the system is
weakened and death follows. This is why men who copulate too
much, and too often, do not live long; for bodies drained of their
natural humidity dry out and the dryness causes death.”
Homomasculinity is a calling to this progressive upgrading
of the quality of orgasm. Sin is probably the settling for debit
orgasms, orgasms that are not transcendent quality cumings but
are only sexual spasms, spasms that do not lift the human spirit,

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