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386                                                Jack Fritscher

            dark. Axon’s body was fully muscled. His blond hair, unlike the boy’s
            full head of curls, was shaved but for a Mohawk crest of blond from his
            stern forehead to the nape of his thick neck. His tanned, naked body was
            harnessed at biceps, chest, waist, and thighs with black-leather bands. The
            soldiers, as Axon dismounted, jumped up and down in place shouting,
            “Axon! Axon! Axon!”
               Axon himself strode up the platform between the boy’s spread legs. He
            carried a huge shears in his big hands. In close-up, he palmed the young
            balls, pulled them ever so gently down from the boy’s torso, down from
            the black-sheathed cock. The shears glinted hot around the sweating balls.
            Then Axon’s muscular hand closed to a fist, snapping the shears, severing
            the balls. Cut. Quick edit. Magically, as only movies can do, the young
            initiate was kneeling in Axon’s private, circular chamber, surrounded by
            row above row of glass jars, each with its own scrotum. The boy’s was the
            thousandth Axon had taken.
               In the theater darkness, even this second viewing, Ryan had cum,
            helpless in his own swoon to revive Juan Jose in his faint, both of them
            reviving together, laughing, crying, witnessing in each other the connec-
            tion of the bright screen to their darkest thoughts.
               Kick was slicing off Ryan’s balls.

                                          5


               At the end of the month of films, Kick, one night, showed up, as
            expected as ever, as unexpected as ever, on Ryan’s doorstep. “I can come
            in?” he said.
               “You remembered,” Ryan said. “I have this fatal attraction for men
            carrying gym bags.”
               Kick was more massive than ever. He lumbered into the house. He
            had come back as Ryan knew he would. He had come back and Ryan was
            determined behind his forced smile to fix it or finish it according to the
            plan he had made in Killing Time till Armageddon. He felt like a gunfighter
            approaching the Not-So-OK Corral; but as quickly as Kick embraced
            him, the old rush of feeling pent up for so long inside him broke loose.
            He could not mention the night with Katharine Hepburn. He wondered
            if Kick had even noticed him burning in flames in the back rows of the
            orchestra. “My God,” Ryan said, “all this new muscle is unbelievable.”
               “The Mr. Cal is next month. I came back to buff up. I need to psych
            up with you. You’re my lucky charm.” He put his gym bag, nylon jock
            jacket, and car keys on a table by the door. “Let’s go to Castro. I need a

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