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               within his terrified sight, his wife’s head rocked back and forth, her hair
               alive in the vortex. A thin trickle of blood ran from the baby’s mouth. His
               wife’s eyes bulged open and unblinking. The cellar door crashed closed.
               He was in darkness. He felt for the wooden stairs with his hands. They
               were wet with rain and blood. His two sons in those few seconds that
               lasted forever had not yet made the cover of the cellar. Then the cyclone
               lifted the door open and up off its hinges. The pressure sucked him part
               way up the bloody steps. As fast as it hit, the storm roared off and away. He
               pulled himself up through the debris. He found his two sons clinging to
               the branches of the one tree left standing in the devastated farmyard. He
               had immigrated all the way from Ireland for this, he thought, and pulled
               his crying sons to himself.
                  The young widow from the next farm over, her own husband dead
               two years from typhoid, helped with the burial of his wife and baby.
               Within the year, in the grand brick Catholic church in the little town
               of Fulda, Minnesota, they were married quietly by a German priest in a
               ceremony attended by her three young children and by his two sons. In
               another year, they had their own child, a son, Ryan’s father.
                  “Promise me,” his father had said. He was a child of storms. He was
               born out of sudden violence that came from the sky, and he was dying
               by slow degrees. He frightened Ryan the way a person alone in a house is
               frightened by his own image caught sudden and distorted in a mirror. Like
               father, like son. What if he himself should become so ill at so early an age?
               Fear of illness, fear of Death took up nest in his heart. Death depressed
               him. Maybe the promise, made and kept, could keep sadness and sickness
               and Death at far away bay. “I promise, Charley-Pop,” he said. “I promise
               I’ll take care of them all.”


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                  “I love you,” Ryan wrote in an affectionate note to Kick. “I love us.
               I’ve gone beyond being infatuated in-love with you. Funny, I have to get
               around the way you look so I can love you despite your looks. I’m the man
               most wished dead on Castro. Guys think I’m all that stands between them
               and you in their beds. I don’t care who either of us plays with on the side.
               As long as we remember you and I are the home team. I love you more
               than I’ve ever loved anyone.” And he meant more than family, lovers,
               friends, life itself.
                  “I’d die for you,” Ryan said.
                  “Don’t die for me.” Kick’s smile lightened the heat of Ryan’s dark

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