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               He started down the stairs with his roll. “Yeah,” he said.
            “the house is on fire.” As she rushed up the stairs, he escaped
            any goodbyes. He was on his cycle and in the street before
            she was at his window knowing he had lied and knowing
            more: that he was gone for good.
               “Storm’s blowing up,” Den said. He held his head back to
            catch the wind of the darkening evening sky. Clouds shred-
            ded across the horizon. “Storm’s coming,” Den repeated,
            “and a hard moon rising.” The moon held straight above
            him, like a plate hung full over the road ahead. Gripping his
            handlebars and feeling the engine warm between his legs,
            he knew his long waiting was over. His bike was his lib-
            eration. He could breathe. He cruised at top speed past the
            town’s outlying cemetery. It was full of stones for people who
            were dead and for people who were alive. His family and the
            Hanrattys already had their markers up, filled in with birth
            dates and RIP’s and only the death date to be chiseled. His
            brother Rick, or what was left of him, was buried under that
            stone. “That’s all those fuckers are sure of,” Den said. “That’s
            all they plan on is dying.” He wanted none of it. He had his
            bedroll on his bike, his bike under him, and he was chasing
            the moon flatout down the deserted highway. He was no
            longer waiting for life. He had it. Free.
               The rain broke fierce. Den hunched forward against its
            force and took to a backroads shortcut. He arrived soaked at
            his M’s apartment. He rang the bell. The M opened up. “It’s
            a real gully washer,” Den said. The man brought him two
            huge towels. “No big thing,” Den said. “Jeans and T-shirt.”
            The M offered to throw his clothes in his dryer. Den liked
            the idea. He stripped off his leather jacket. Slow. He teased.
            He pulled the soggy T-shirt from his shoulders. Rainwater
            beaded up on his perfect flesh. “Pull off my boots,” he said.
            The man fell to his knees at Den’s feet. His hands blackened
            with wet grease as he pulled the boy’s heavy boots from his
            sockless feet. Den unbuttoned his fly and dropped his jeans

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