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great  joy  of  his  life,  and  for  it  he  daily
                                     thanked  Heaven ;  but  he  could  sec,  now

                                     that  it  was  too  late,  that  the  double  duty
                                     that  had  been  nis—the duty  to  his wife and

                                     the  doty  to  his  father—might,  but  for  his
                                     obstinacy,  have  been  performed.             And  now

                                     it was all  over.  The inheritance that might
                                     have been  his  and  his  children's  had  gone

                                     from  him  with  the fatherly  love that he now
                                     fell  he  had  never  really  striven  to  retain.
                                     Regrets,  vain  regrets !

                                         When  they  reached  the  Big  House  all

                                    was  quiet,  and  the  father,  followed  by
                                     Fail biass,  walked  up  the  once  familiar

                                    staircase,  and  sought  the  room  that  in
                                    bygone days  had  been  his  mother’s.              There

                                    it  was,  very  much  as  he  remembered  it  in
                                    the days of his childhood —the  bed  by which
                                    he  had  often  knelt to say his prayers  to  her,

                                    and  on  which  he,  not realising  his  loss,  had

                                    seen  her lying  dead ;  the  same  pictures  on
                                    the  walls ;  the  little  knick-knacks  on  her
                                    dressing-table with which  he had  idly played

                                   while she,  in  her  kindly  earnest way,  talked
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