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                              [chuckles]  Not  me.  I  haven’t.  Not  a  one.  Never  have.  I  probably  never
                              will.


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                              Yeah she’s my bird. And so what? And so what nowadays?


               He places the cigarette in his mouth.

               Shane          They say you shouldn’t talk with your mouth fu ll.
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                              Fuck ‘em.  I’ve been playing this game a while now.  Ducking and diving.
                              Dodging  and  weaving.  Whatever  you  want  to  call  it,  it  ain’t  got  me
                              nowhere  except  under  someone’s  thumb  [gives  a  thumbs  up].  You’re
                              up [turns his thumb do w n].  and then you’re down.
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                              I should really expect more.

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                              Or less.  More or less.

               Shane  goes  to  light  the  cigarette  but  is  distracted  by  the  fluid  inside  the
               lighter. He turns it up and down and watches it flow.

               Shane          That stuff.


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                              That  stuff stays  rooted  to  gravity.  Follows  its  every word.  Trusts  it  like
                              it’s a dog with a wagging tail. All  it needs is a spark.

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                              A spark.  And  then  bollocks to  gravity.  Fucker goes  up.  Should  happen
                              more  often,  but then  they  put the  stuff in  little  containers  like this,  let a
                              bit of it out at a time.


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                              Til one day it’s all gone.  Then when you put it to ground it don’t
                       do nothing.  Just smashes up,  empty.


               Shane leaves and Harriet continues.

               "I’m  out of my scull!”  I’m on my third warning!  I’ll get the sack if they catch me drunk

               again!  You would be too,  if you had to deal with this filthy rabble!  They all say
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