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 Rabbi Nachman of Breslov precisely describes the nature of the   that speech “dwells with them in their uncleanness,” “and she goes
 hitbodedut by means of which we attain this tremendous level. He   with him even in a place of filth” (Likutei Moharan I 78).
 teaches: “At first, a person should engage in many prayers and talks
 … until he succeeds in nullifying an issue—i.e., in nullifying a trait   All that the righteous Joseph could do was to speak with Hashem
 and craving. Afterwards, he should engage [in this] again a great   and  pray,  and  he  did  so  without end.  Therefore,  “the  name of
 deal … until he nullifies another trait and craving, and he should act   heaven  was perpetually  in his  mouth.” Similarly,  when he  was
 in that way for a long time…, until he nullifies everything.”  subjugated to  harrowing  daily blandishments  (as the  midrashim
          describe), what did he do? How did he remain strong? Like every
 That is to say, Rabbi Nachman states that if a person engages in   tzaddik who was in trouble and in danger, and like every Jew who
 many prayers he will bring about a change of nature and nullify   is in peril, he called out to Hashem: “Rescue me, save me! Waters
 his cravings. But he directs a person not to diffuse his prayers by   have risen up to my soul. My soul has been placed in irons….” He
 addressing a number of topics. Rather, each time he should take one   did the work of the will, and he absolutely did not want to fail. As
 topic and invest all of his will and prayers in dealing with it until he   the verse states, “He refused” (Genesis 39:8). He was unyielding in
 is effective and sees results and deliverance. Only afterwards should   his will not to surrender even a hairsbreadth to the enticements of
 he continue to another topic. That is the work of the will. This   lust.
 is the great innovation of “One Who Is Awake at Night.”
           What have we learned? That prayer changes nature, and that by
 Very sadly, most people are still very far from this work—even   means of prayer a person nullifies his evil nature. The righteous
 those who already engage in an hour of hitbodedut. That is why   Joseph changed nature entirely.  He  transformed himself into a
 even  people  who dedicate  an hour  every  day to their personal   complete tzaddik, entirely good, entirely luminous. He became one
 rectification and to the work  of  prayer and hitbodedut do not   of the seven shepherds. And he nullified not only his own evil but
 advance (as discussed in Chapter Three, The Secret of Life). It is because   the evil of all of Egypt. Alone, with the power of his prayer and will,
 without dedicating at least half an hour to the work of the will it is   he changed that most unclean place in the world, “the nakedness of
 impossible to truly progress.  the earth,” to a place that was prepared to receive and incorporate
          the 70 pure souls of the house of Jacob. If not for the righteous
 Simply put, Rabbi Nachman tells each person: Every day, you   Joseph, who prepared this place for them, they would have fallen
 must  devote  an hour to  your personal work  and to  making  a   and been submerged there. Even such awesome tzaddikim as the
 personal accounting. Nevertheless, you see that because of all of   family of Jacob and the tribes could not have withstood such a
 your evil inclinations and cravings you repeat many sins day after   test.  But  this  one Jew who  engaged  in  this  work brought about
 day. Therefore, in addition to a personal accounting, you must   accomplishment, rectification and purification for himself and for
 engage in fundamental work as well. Choose one issue and focus all   the entire nation of Israel that lasted generation after generation.
 of your prayer only on that for an extended period of time. Your   And so with the power of his prayer he transformed the coarse
 imperfection in that area is due entirely to an insufficiency of prayer.   Egyptians, who were “steeped in licentiousness,” to the level of
 Every step forward in serving Hashem exacts a price of prayer. If   righteousness. He had them all circumcised and raised them all to
 you spread your prayers among many topics, you will not acquire   the level of “guarding the covenant”!
 anything. But if you devote all of your time, intent and prayers to
 a single issue, you will achieve the required amount of prayers, and   Parenthetically, this provides wonderful encouragement for our
 you will see an effect. In the most straightforward sense, you will   generation.  It  appears  to  many  people  that  our generation  has
 nullify your evil traits and cravings. You will transform yourself, and   descended to such places that the struggle is already lost, that there
 you will learn from your own experiences the principle that prayer   isn’t anything to be done, that people are impervious to influence
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