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 …We  gain a great  insight from this: that if  we  are   brings  us our salvation and that we  must  stretch our hands out   Mei’eliyahu (Part 4, p. 252) in the name of Rabbi Simcha Zissel Ziv
 inspired to truly pray to come close to Hashem, may   to receive it, the work of the will becomes qualitatively different   Broide (the Elder of Kelm).
 He be blessed, to pray that Hashem will nullify all of our   than it was before (as will be explained in depth, with the help of
 uncleanness and obtuseness of heart, we will realize that   heaven).                           He would ask:
 we are always with Hashem, may He be blessed, and He is                                        How did the holy forefathers and all of the great ones
 close to us. The only condition is that we must truly seek   We Cry Out for Life             of the world attain their level? How is it that their might
 Him. Then we will speed the process immeasurably                                             was superior to ours?
 beyond all of the barriers of obtuseness and obstacles,   As stated above, Hashem wants to save everyone spiritually, and
 until we will truly cleave to Him. And the more we unite   He is always able to do so. He is only waiting for us to prepare   And he answered:
 ourselves with this, the more we will succeed (with the   our vessel. What is that vessel? It is our strong and whole will. I
          understood from the story about Rabbi Nachman hanging from the
 help of Hashem, may He be blessed)….  wall that a person’s strong will, as expressed in an authentic outcry   They  knew  of  the  enormous  power  that lies in the
          from the depth of his heart, constitutes the complete vessel that                   visualization of the heart. The evil inclination also knows
 The second way, which is solely spiritual, penetrates directly into   brings about every sort of salvation. The simplest reason that we do   this secret  well,  and  it prosecutes its war entirely  by
 our inner being. Our sages said that “from the day that the Temple   not change spiritually is that our will to change in spiritual matters   making  constant use  of  visualizations  and  illusions,  in
 was destroyed, the gates of prayer were locked…, but the gates   is infinitely weaker than our will to be saved from the danger of
 of tears were not locked.” The “locked gate” is the obtuseness of   death, and so we do not cry out for spiritual life in the same way   which it traps our hearts, snaring us in its net. We can
 the heart. After the Temple was destroyed, [the heart] grew so   that we cry out for physical life.  only battle against it by using its own weapon—i.e., by
 thick that we cannot split it and come close to Hashem…. But with                            utilizing many images on the side of holiness.
 deep prayer to the point of weeping, we can split that obtuseness,   Know that in  order to be effective  and receive  the spiritual
 remove it, and come close to Hashem. This gate is never locked.  abundance and heavenly assistance that Hashem deeply wants to   We see here a literal application of what Rabbi Nachman says:
          give  us, we  must want to  receive  that spiritual  salvation with a          that a person should visualize his danger. A person should always
 And our sages said, “There is something that stands at the peak of                      recall the story of Rabbi Nachman as he hung from the wall, about
 the world, yet people which disdain—that is prayer” (Berachot 6b).   strong and powerful will that leads to an outcry of truth from the   to fall and with no one to save him. He should visualize in great
          depths of our heart. It is impossible to speak of an outcry of the
 This means that prayer transcends the rules of this world, so   heart unless a person truly feels that his spiritual danger is at least   detail that he himself is hanging from the wall, about to plunge
 that we do not arise by means of prayer gradually as in other   as terrible as his physical danger.  down at any moment. And with that he should cry out to Hashem
 means of ascent, but we rise instantaneously to attain purity                           with all his might and plead for what he needs spiritually.
 of the heart. A person requires great encouragement to awaken and
 pray for the removal of his uncleanness and obtuseness. A person   A Critical Situation  People Steeped in Craving Cannot See
 who encourages himself in this way will certainly succeed,
 because on this path there is no impediment whatsoever.  As a result of the story of the drowning student and the stories   A  person’s outcry emerges  in accordance  with the  imagery  in
          about Rabbi Nachman, I came to realize that the entirety of the                his heart. He knows that it is forbidden to commit a sin. He knows
 To Recognize Hashem  work of the will is to feel that one is in literal danger, in terrible   that his cravings distance him from Hashem, from his goals and
          and immediate jeopardy. Wholeness of the will means that we feel               from the truth, and that his addictions cast him down even lower
          that our situation is critical and that we have no time. We need our
 Now I will summarize the two components of faith, and combine                           than Gehennom and will lead him to absolute destruction. But he
 them into a single unit.  salvation here and now. That is the essence of the work of the   does not feel afraid and he does not have any sense of danger.
          will!                                                                          Even  though he  knows that his addiction is ruining  his life  (as
 The Vilna Gaon states that the greatest yearning in the world,   The problem is that we think that we have  time and that the   was described in  Chapter  Four:  The Laws  of Life),  he  feels
 greater than any other, is the yearning of the soul to do the will of                   no danger. Why doesn’t he feel fear and danger? It is because his
          situation is not critical. Thus, even as we pray, we think to ourselves:
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