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          words is that the principal value of a person’s Torah learning is                                Chapter Three:
          his intent. The concept of “learning in order to do” means that
          a  person learns with the  intention to  fulfill.  This type  of  Torah
          learning is the most meaningful and elevated level that can exist (as                          The Secret of Life
          will be discussed in Chapter Seven).
                                                                                          At this  point, you have  come to recognize  the importance of
           In  accordance  with this, we  may understand the  following                 intent and to recognize that the essence of your freedom of choice
          dispute recorded  in the  Gemara:  “When Rabbi  Tarfon and the                lies in your intent, and I have urged you to want to possess intent.
          elders were reclining in the penthouse of Beit Nitzah in Lod, the             But you still lack the tools and practical framework to apply what
          following question was posed to them: which is greater, learning or           you have learned. This chapter will discuss the practical framework
          deed? Rabbi Tarfon answered, ‘Deed is greater,’ and Rabbi Akiva               that will make it possible for you to choose correctly with the power
          answered, ‘Learning is greater.’ [In the end,] everyone answered,             of your intent.
          ‘Learning is  greater,  because learning  leads to deed’”  (Kiddushin
          40b). But would it occur to us to say that the principal element is             Presumably, everyone will ask the difficult question: “Everything
          learning? Of course not! The principal element is the deed! The               that I have read so far is fine, but how do we attain intent? It is
          Torah commands us how to behave. What value is there to learning              easy to speak about intent, it is pleasant to speak about it, and it is
          the Torah without implementing its teachings? The answer is that              inspiring. These words fill my heart with unbounded hope—but in
          a person’s principal deed is his intent. Therefore, in his learning           the end, all I remain with is the words….”
          he fulfills the deed more than he does in his action itself! That is
          because his learning arouses his intent, which leads to the deed (in            And one could raise another question: Earlier, I cited the Imrei
          keeping with the statement that “in the way that a person wishes              Emet’s interpretation of the common saying, “Nothing can stand
          to go, he is led”).                                                           before  the will,”  as meaning that nothing can prevent  a person
                                                                                        from  possessing  will. But that is not  the  simple meaning  of  this
           And we may accordingly understand the passage in the evening                 saying. The  simple  meaning is that with the  power  of  his  will  a
          prayer (in the blessing of Ahavat  Olam): “You have taught us                 person can do anything. When a person wants something, nothing
          Torah and  mitzvot.  Therefore…”  The  phrase should apparently               can stand in his way. Also, Rabbi Nachman states that free choice is
          have continued, “Therefore, we must fulfill Your laws and Your                exactly what it sounds like: if a person wants something, he does it.
          mitzvot.”  But instead  it  states,  “Therefore,  we  will speak  about       But we see that this is not so simple. There are many things that we
          Your laws and we will rejoice in the words of Your Torah, because             cannot accomplish. The Gemara itself speaks about a person who
          they are our lives, and we will meditate on them….” Why? Because              intends to do a mitzvah but is thwarted. Thus, there is a reality that
          the essence of our existence is the will, and the essence of learning         a person can be thwarted. There is a reality of difficulties. There is
          the Torah is to arouse our will.                                              a reality of obstacles.

           We find a great many authorities who discuss the concept that                  And there is another problematical statement in the Gemara: that
          the will to fulfill a mitzvah is considered equal to the deed itself.         a person is led in the way that he wants to go. But there are many
          Since that supports the extraordinary concept expounded by Rabbi              people who want, yet who nevertheless are not led. Why is that?
          Tzadok that the principal element that Hashem asks of us is our will,
          I will cite some sources from other great Torah leaders of various              In this  chapter, with  the help of  heaven  I  will  answer these
          schools and backgrounds who have commented on this topic.            2        questions. There yet remains hope…!
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