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                             Chapter Nine:                                              True Nullification


                                                                                          In  particular, Rabbi Nachman teaches  that  the  way  to  nullify
                 “If I Give Sleep to My Eyes”                                           cravings is to  pray at length and to  engage  in hitbodedut—
                                                                                        specifically, at night. He writes (Likutei Moharan I 52):
               The Work of the Will in Relation to Sleep
                                                                                               It is only possible to attain nullification by means of
                                                                                             hitbodedut. When a person engages in hitbodedut and
          Introduction                                                                       speaks to his Maker, he can nullify all of his cravings and

                                                                                             evil traits until he can nullify all of his physicality and
           Over the years, Hashem has inspired me to see in my own life                      be absorbed  into his  root.  However,  the  essence  of
          and in the lives of many of my students that one of the areas most                 hitbodedut is [that it be done] at night, at a time
          dependent on a person’s will is his work on sleep. Therefore, that is
          one of the most important areas of serving Hashem in a Jew’s life.                 that everyone is free of the distractions of this world.
                                                                                             During the day, everyone is chasing after this world, and
           You  must  know that the craving for sleep  is  an absolute  evil                 that diverts and confuses a person, keeping  him  from
          inclination, which overcomes a person and fills him with the desire                clinging to  and being absorbed into Hashem, may He                                                                                             13
          to sleep. And when the desire to sleep overcomes a person, he is                   be  blessed.  Even  if  he  himself  is not distracted,  other
          engulfed in great darkness and he loses his entire will for holiness.              people are distracted at that time, pursuing the vanities
          When a person drowses off as a result of his desire to sleep, he does              of this world, and so it is hard to attain nullification….
          not wake up on time and with enthusiasm. Instead, he rises without                 Therefore, a person must go off by himself at night on
          the will to serve Hashem. He is simply in absolute darkness and his                a lone  path to  a place  where no one  else  is present.
          heart is dead.
                                                                                             There,  he should  engage  in  hitbodedut.  He should
           But a good trait is always stronger than an evil trait. And so when               empty  his  heart and mind of  all of  the affairs of  this
          a person wants to bond with Hashem when he will be asleep and so                   world and nullify  everything until  he truly  attains  the
          he falls asleep in the midst of intentions and yearnings to cling to               level of nullification. That is to say, at first he engages
          Hashem, he wakes up with enthusiasm, faith and will, and his entire                in many prayers and speeches in hitbodedut—at night in
          day is filled with energy and yearning to serve Hashem.                            an isolated location—until he succeeds in nullifying one
                                                                                             matter, i.e., in nullifying one particular trait and craving.
           Therefore,  the central work  in which  we  must  invest our                      After that, he engages in a great deal more hitbodedut
          unbounded intentions and yearnings is the work of sleep, because                   until he nullifies another trait and craving. And so should
          that is the key to a Jew’s entire life. In this chapter, I will explain in
          detail the character of sleep and the practical way in which every                 he act for a long time in hitbodedut—at that time and in
          person can energize the work of the will in sleep. Whoever takes the               that place—until he nullifies everything.
          following words to heart will be able to elevate his entire service of
          Hashem to a completely different level.                                         I wrote earlier (in Chapter Five) that it is hard for most people to
                                                                                        implement this teaching in its simple sense. Therefore, it is possible
                                                                                        to do this holy service wherever and whenever one wishes. The
                                                                                        The main thing is that a person work on nullifying his cravings by
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