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 the fear of heaven—for instance, “May He  open our heart in His   of the Holy One, blessed be He, for something such as children,   prayer with wholeness of faith that Hashem wants to bestow is the
 Torah and place His love and His fear in our heart”?  life, and income, that is in the hands of heaven. If Hashem, may   perfect prayer that emerges out of wholeness of faith. Moreover,
          He be blessed, wishes to, He gives him what he requested. If not,              there is an additional and wondrous depth to this way of prayer:
 Rather, the Kotzker Rebbe interprets this statement as follows:   He does not—with the exception of the fear of heaven. If a person   such prayer is really entirely on behalf of Hashem, as in the verse,
 When  we  ask Hashem  for  physical  matters,  the  decision as to   asks Hashem, may He be blessed, with all his heart and soul to fill   “[Hannah] prayed on [behalf of] Hashem” (Samuel I 1:10). That is
 whether or not we will receive them is in the hands of heaven, which   his heart with the fear of heaven, then certainly Hashem will not   because Hashem deeply wants us to change and comport ourselves
 checks to see if it will be good for us to receive them or whether   send his prayer away empty, but He will immediately give him   the way that the son of the king should act. Therefore, we pray on
 it will distance us from our purpose. Not everything that a person   the fear of heaven.” The Chidushei Harim states that Hashem will   behalf of Hashem. We pray that His will should be actualized and
 seeks is really good for him. Heaven makes an exact reckoning,   “immediately” give this to him. That means that the person will   realized. We pray that the intent of Hashem—Who so much wants
 and is therefore not obligated to give a person anything at all. If it   receive the fear of heaven right away!  and yearns and waits for His sovereignty and faith to be revealed,
 is good for him, he will receive it, and if it is not good for him, he                  for His name to be enhanced and sanctified, and for awareness,
 will not receive it.  From here,  we  see  the  principle that prayer to  attain spiritual   thoughts of teshuvah and all goodness to pour down abundantly on
          matters must be accepted, and such prayer bears fruit immediately,             the house of Israel—will be actualized, revealed and maintained in
 But when a person asks Hashem for the fear of heaven, for the   because  that  is the  Creator’s  true  will. Practically speaking,  a   the world!
 ability to come close to the service of Hashem, that is, as it were,   person’s entire role is only to pray to attain the fear of heaven.
 “not in the hands of heaven.” In what sense is that? Since everything   That is his entire portion (as was already explained in the previous   This is another reason that such prayer brings about salvations
 spiritual is certainly good for a person, heaven has decided   chapters).  Thus,  the  Chidushei  Harim explains  here  in his holy   and that it is called “perfect prayer”: because it is prayer without
 from the outset that it is good for him. Therefore, heaven wants   language: “That which is in the hands of a person is the following:   any personal interests, prayer that is 100 per cent for the sake of
 to give it to him. However, this depends on him, on his prayer.   as a result of his will and yearning with all his heart and soul to   performing Hashem’s will. What constitutes imperfection of prayer?
 Thus, this “fear of heaven” is in our hands. If we do not ask, we   fear Hashem, Hashem, may He be blessed, gives him that fear of   Prayer is imperfect when it contains self-interest and personal will.
 will not receive. But if we ask, certainly heaven wants to give us   Hashem. [But although it is drawn down by the person], it comes   But in this kind of prayer, a person has no personal will. His entire
 what we ask for, because it is certainly good for us. Therefore, that   from Hashem, may He be blessed. As the verse states, ‘Would that   intent is only to want what Hashem wants, to want Hashem’s will
 prayer must be accepted.  [lit., who would place] their hearts would be like this, to fear Me’   to be actualized.
          (Deuteronomy 5:26): they should have the will to fear Hashem and
 From here, we see the concept that prayer to attain the fear of   place the fear of Hashem in their hearts. This is in the hands of a   Therefore, this prayer is called prayer with wholeness of faith.
 heaven, which includes our every spiritual request that we make   person: by means of proper prayer and entreaty, he will certainly   Wholeness of faith means that a person knows that “there is no
 with truth and simplicity, must be accepted. If a person does not   have an effect and attain the fear of heaven.” And these words   other than He”  (Deuteronomy 4:35). That means that there is no
 make a request with truth and simplicity, and if he does not possess   speak for themselves.  “I.” If so, on whose behalf is a person obligated to pray in this
 sufficient will, he must cry out, entreat and request this itself: he                   world? On behalf of other people? On behalf of himself? There
 must ask Hashem to give him a strong and complete will to want   Similarly, Rabbi Yehoshua of Belz teaches, “It is presumed that   are no other people, there is no himself. There is only Hashem.
 to come close to Him. This request itself—that we should possess   all prayers of Israel will be accepted and will not return empty. But   Therefore, all prayers are only on behalf of Hashem. A person’s
 intent—is  called prayer for the fear  of  heaven,  and it must  be   there is a distinction to be made: if a person prays for matters   prayer refers only to the will of Hashem and not to his own will,
 accepted.  of heaven, he is answered immediately. But regarding matters                 because his own will is the will of Hashem.
          of the body, it is possible that his prayer will be prevented from
 Hurry to Help Me  being fulfilled.”                                                       Prayer on behalf of human beings is a lack of faith. But if that is
                                                                                         the case, how do we pray? An example: if a person is ill, that is

 The  Chidushei  Harim,  who was a  student of  the  Kotzker   From the words of Rabbi Yehoshua of Belz, we see that everything   because he has sinned. The true will of Hashem is that he will do
 Rebbe, transmitted this teaching in his name and made a small but   that we  said here—that  Hashem wants to  give  us immediately,   teshuvah and rectify the spiritual cause of his illness, and then he
 significant addition. He taught: “When a person makes a request   and  therefore  we  can ask  Him,  “Give  me  right away,  this very   will recover. Thus, prayer must be on behalf of Hashem so that He
          minute”—is true only regarding spiritual matters, because in the
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